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holy mess it's been a while..
MYSPAAACE!
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..so yeah xanga's gettin old 
!! NEW SCREEN NAME: bRANDnEW5887 !!
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let's get drunk you can drive us to the harbor
wish upon a star but do you know what stars are
balls of fire burning up the black space falling from the landscape
exploding in the face of god
well...life
officially sucks balls =[ wednesday was the
last full day of school...i may have looked fine on the outside but i'm
torn up on the inside about it. at first i got to school and i
was like... YEAH! i'm outta this place! and i kept thinking that...i'm
gonna miss christi, kelsey, jacqulyn, and molly so much...i have gotten
so close to those four people, i love them so much...christi is going
to oakland, along with kelsey, jack is goin to blackman, and molly is
giong to siegel...i got through christi and jacqulyn without shedding
any tears just from biting my tongue...but finally when i got to kelsey
it was killing me i felt like crying so bad (i don't give a flying POS
to all you people that think guys shouldnt cry...get over it)...i don't
want to leave them they're more important to me than anyone will
know...no one can ever replace them..not come near it...i really don't
want them to go..
let's get crazy talk about our big plans
places that you're going, places that i haven't been
build my walls up concrete castle
keep this kingdom free of hassle
and
then to add on to all that one of my best friends goes behind my
back....how some people can be like that just kills me...and then
there's bruce...god i've missed him so much...i got to the point where
i wasnt sad about it because i knew he's in a better place...but now
it's starting to come back and hit me so hard...i want him back so bad
but i know that's not going to happen...gosh time has passed by so
quickly since it happened...
i hear sound echo in the emptiness
all around but you can't change this loneliness
look what you've found, i've fallen down
and
then ashley...oh man ashley...wow i miss being able to see her all the
time so bad...that's hit me hard also...i want her to move back so
bad...and then all this other stuff with other people...i don't think
i've ever hated someone so much in my whole life as i did tonight...i
wanted so badly to just go up and smash this person's face in...wow i
can't believe this kid turned out like he did....all this has just
piled down on me and it's so hard to deal with...god. i'm
going to bed or something...here are some pictures...
kelsey and jack
me and molly with our cone hats... =]
me and LJ
bruce, holly, me, and lindi
molly and christi...lol i love you guys..i'm gonna miss you two soooo much
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| wow...yeah it's time for an update lol...
last friday i went to lake winnie w/ michelle...mucho fun. a couple of pics from there are on her xanga.
it was so fun there though...me and michelle had to ride down in a
minivan w/ 6 women haha it was kinda fun though cause they gossiped the
whole time...was funny stuff..then once we got there we rode a few
rides then ashley got there. once ashley was there we rode some more
rides and ate for the second time lol then rode more rides and wow we
saw some crazy stuff...like stuff i DID NOT want to see going on
lol....then i left w/ ashley and we hung out at her house for an hour
or two then left to go eat w/ her family at the bell buckle cafe in
bell buckle lol...it was fun. then ashley's aunt took me home and i
went to sleep! then saturday dylan came over and we met up w/
michelle and reese at the jazz fest..haha it was sooo freaking fun...
a bunch of us cool kids playing the ha ha game..lol
(their chins aren't normally like that, i swear lol)
this is what we did there: walked around the square A LOT, rode the
carriage lol, walked to central, walked to campus and played on the
playground, went to binks and the UL to get some Jones Soda, sat on the
curb and ate, played at the well haha and theres more but i dont feel
like typin all of it.
so dylan spent the night that night and the next day we went to the
creek...was fun. then his grandma picked him up and i hung out
around the house..
this week has been pretty fun...pretty laid back.. not doin too grand
in english though...had a 68 on my mid-progress report lol.. but
anyways...yeah and today we got pizza since im' in a certain math class
and we did something for this algebra book company... and yesterday mrs
riner went to pick up the yearbook and the yearbook workers got a sneak
peek =] hehehe....it's pretty good...but yeah that's all i can
think about typing so cyaaaaa.....leave me some comments!
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